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can't find the right words to explain this phenomena
i'm too tired to search for the right words
because of the constant migraine attacks
the apparent distance
could we have lost it?

I don't know how to come back, i erect a barrier
keeps me away in another world
probably very busy now
trying your best to keep me sane
it's not enough. I need you more than you'll ever know.

because only you can put up with these nonsense
the lunatic rantings of a mad schizophrenic woman
you, in your level-headedness of peace and calm
my perfect complement to a bout of irrational mood-swings.
for all that i am worth, thank you for loving me. I love you.

Love jing jing, grouchy and schizo-chong.
-Letters to you- With Love