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with marked determination
i have decided to update my blog faithfully
for fear of living wasted days
and a life unspoken of
lest i forget
and you cease to remember

and so a recent spate of events
of bitter sweet memories
of miracles and thanksgiving

for lives not lost, by the grace of God
who saw two friends through a most nasty accident
i thank Him for reminding me
that in times like this, where humanly,
words are impossible, He comforts and hears,
the silent prayers of our hearts

i should have blogged about my posting already
but it's no big deal, i figure
Que Sera Sera
New Town Secondary School, home of the Smurfies
where i'll be for at least a year
Today, i called
and to my dismay, to find out that they have
zilch existing music teachers
and i'm transported to days in Chestnut Drive
where i play, pretend, pose as the Music "head"
i'm already half defeated by the prospect of fighting a one-man battle
but my source of consolation comes from my tutorial mate
a wane little sweet girl, who has been posted to the same school
maybe ... maybe ... it'll be a blessing in disguise

i'm overwhelmed by a train of thoughts now
which are in disarray

much have happened over time
words have been silenced
thoughts brushed away
i fear i've contained too much
in this faint heart of mine