Posthumously

I am performing an autopsy on my 24 years of wretched living
and so i quote Adrian Mole in his cappucino years
I am 24 this year.
What have i done with my life?
Nothing.
Poignant, yes. I realise.

Lil' teaches me to thank God
with all her heart
For He is good and His love endures forever

Hold my breath and exhale
i'm excited, yes. Happy.
You may have your doubts, me too.
but i will live it up
and find it, yes.
My intrinsic value

Thank You God.